So yeah its been a while...
this year I've been through a lot , good and bad and I realized something whilst I was blipped last night so here goes...
my life was like schrodingers famous cat experiment
whilst I was trapped in a box of emotions and commotions , I might as well have been dead to everyone for all they knew because on the outside I could have been feeling anything inside but on the inside I could have been dead or alive for a long time without acknowledgment from the outside world , but I was neither dead or alive
you see , i saw myself as dead whilst others saw me as alive , but how could this be?
schrodingers cat .... schrodingers cat