Many years ago,..I lost "everything that mattered". I then spent 12 years in a self punishment cycle that included too much drug use and no concern for my own well being.
A long story will be cut short to one day ,finally, looking myself in a mirror and seeing a glint of the warrior that I used to be, looking back at me for the first time in a decade. He said. "Now, you are just being stupid"
When I found this MMATycoon, I was trying to sober up. My mind was a constant static of chaotic energy.
I am now 3 months away from my 4 year mark in the game.
I am incredibly sober (if you don't count weed =) just being honest).
I am now back in my career field, Entertainment rigging- concerts and I am, again, one of the premium guys in the Oregon and Washington areas.
My closest friends are pleasantly shocked, because , I was told "not many can come-back from where I was in my mind, heart and soul."
I am currently ranked 33 of 21518 (0.15%) and IF this is the closest that I ever get to this peak, I wanted to shout it out now, that You have NO idea just how much this environment was the therapy of mind that helped me come back from that cliff that I was on. Thank you for that